urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jayd_phoenix Jayd Jayd 2005-10-27T09:37:33Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jayd_phoenix:3286 2005-10-27T09:37:33Z 2005-10-27T09:37:33Z Socks singing a weird song... Look who's still around. Dropping in to say hello to everyone. How are all of you? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jayd_phoenix:2832 2005-08-12T06:46:45Z 2005-08-12T06:46:45Z Nothing at the moment... I've been trying my best to stay normal. I... I don't know how else I'm supposed to act. The good thing is, I left my house and I'm staying with Sox. Mostly, I don't really want to talk about it...<br /><br />You know... I talked to the witnesses again, they say that this isn't the way god wanted things. That's nice to know. I have yet to read those magazines Kiyenna-san told me to ask them for. Gyaa, I can't believe they had them! O_O And when I asked they were all: O_O Wh-what? The old guy... I like him. Talking to them makes me feel so much better, they make me feel like they care about me. It's... nice.<br /><br />To Kiyenna-san, Alemana-san and Doku-san : I am so sorry that I pass my burdens on to all of you. I truly am. I don't mean to trouble you, but... you guys really do help me, ALOT. Thankyuu!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jayd_phoenix:2785 2005-08-09T12:12:35Z 2005-08-09T12:12:35Z Rain - Gackt Someone please wake me from this dream. This cannot be real, I... can't believe she's really gone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jayd_phoenix:2305 2005-08-04T01:17:32Z 2005-08-04T01:17:32Z Behind These Hazel Eyes...*shifts eyes* What?!?! -_-' My wrist has been hurting so badly, and my friends wanted me to get it looked at, so I did. Now... -_-' I have a cast thing on it! *growls* My brother fractured my freakin' wrist! I wish I could make him pay... *chews on cast* Grr, stupid cast... O_O I'm starting to sound like a dog! No more pain killers for me...<br /><br />&gt;_&lt; Darnit! I was gone on Monday because of my wrist... you think that the JWs will be mad and never speak to me again? ...I'm gonna catch holy hell for standing them up! <br />Naw, they're pretty nice, I think they'll understand. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jayd_phoenix:2297 2005-08-01T11:46:39Z 2005-08-01T11:46:39Z Nothing... Well, today was not a very productive day, I left to go and practice with the guys, even though I can't play. We did get some ok lyrics written though. -_-; They made me let them see my wrist and they think that I need to go and have it looked at by a doctor too... Then they wanted to know what I did to it... No WAY am I telling them. The crap that happens at my house... it's personal. I don't want the people I know IRL to know... So yeah... I lied to them... <br />*sighs and looks at stupid wrist* I do NOT wanna go and have it looked at... But dammit, this is really painful. and it just looks really bad. I tried to take something for the pain but it did not help... When I'm up to it, I'll kill my stupid brother...&gt;_&lt; When I try to sleep, it takes a long time to actually get to sleep, and then I wake up sometimes because I shifted my wrist a little, ow... it's just hard to stay completely still when you're sleeping, you know? <br /><br />Kiyenna-san, don't yell at me for being awake at this time... it's not my fault. O_O urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jayd_phoenix:1876 2005-08-01T02:40:40Z 2005-08-01T02:40:40Z My wrist still really hurts, only I think it hurts worse now. &gt;_&lt; It's disgusting... is that really my hand? *faints* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jayd_phoenix:1583 2005-07-31T07:24:35Z 2005-07-31T07:24:35Z Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan I am typing with only one of my hands... Why, you might ask? ...My brother shoved me into the corner of a wall. Chikusho, I hate my brother!!! He's so much like my dad; evil. Now, my wrist is really... &gt;_&lt; Eww! I hate looking at it... It's purplish and swollen. Gyaa, it hurts. I have ice on it right now. I really hope that it will be better soon, otherwise my band can't play... *sobs* It's our first little job and I don't even know if I can play! ...Maybe I can still sing, and we can... who am I kidding? Where would we find a guitarist? <br /><br /> I'm here typing this because... I can't sleep. My wrist really REALLY hurts... And when I move it, it hurts so bad it starts shaking. Jeez, am I a wuss or what? My dad may be right on that one.<br /><br /> Dang, that all took so freakin' long to type... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jayd_phoenix:1071 2005-07-16T10:07:44Z 2005-07-16T10:07:44Z My December - Linkin Park My mom isn't getting better. This is no good. I'm not online much lately because I have to do everything in my house. My dad can't get off his ass and help for anything, and if I don't do it, he'll get pissed and... yeah. This all just sucks. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jayd_phoenix:1015 2005-07-12T10:45:44Z 2005-07-12T10:45:44Z My mom... she's so sick... Oh god, why is this happening? I... I don't know what to do. What will I do if she dies? <br /><br />Please pray for her... Please... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jayd_phoenix:698 2005-07-11T08:21:49Z 2005-07-11T08:47:35Z Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day .&gt;_&lt; That Kenneth guy! He keeps picking me up! Darn him! Maybe I should've made my character bigger in order to prevent these things... 'Cause this is ridiculous... also embarrassing... At least he's not bugging your character anymore, ne Kiy-chan? Lol, maybe he's like Charue with Kiyenna... and he...*shudders* Eww! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jayd_phoenix:467 2005-07-09T18:44:42Z 2005-07-09T18:44:42Z Heh, Kiyenna-san wanted me to look at her journal so... I thought it would be fun to join here. *looks around at all the people he doesn't know staring at him* Eheheh.... *clears throat* <br />Yeah...